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I sit here with a feeling,like something is missing. I don't know why,i should be in a good mood. Today was,odd i guess. First off out of no where i pick to go to franklin mills. Why? I don't know,it just hit me. So me and the guys are walking and we start laughing,cause lets face it we are funny mofos. so these four kids go "har har har" real loud. My friend Bri does it too and they start talking shit. So Bri, walks down the hall and i swore he pulled his penis out and started stroking it going "har har har".
Well the kids didn't like it cause his penis was bigger. So two dudes coming running down with another one following behind him slowly. So one dude goes toe to toe with Bri holding on like a little girl while the other one has the itch to jump in. Which of course will not happen with me there,i gripped dude by his shirt and told him its a 1 on 1. Dave was ready to stab someone and it was gonna be the kid trailing behind. Mall cop comes and grips Bri up and dude sneaks a punch in,which was weak as shit. I swear,for the moment i didn't miss hockey. It was just like a hockey fight!. Getting the cheap shot in with the dude getting drug to the plenty box by the Ref "going come on ref,that was bullshit. let me get one shot"
So we leave,go to the pool hall. Now we spot out some hot girls in the back so we get a table by them. Well Dave thinks they are out of our league,but i noticed the one chick started giving me the look,man i don't know what the look is really,but that was it. So i started talking to her,helping her out a little bit. Some wigger comes and cock blocks,by the way i hate wiggers. But whatever,we continue to talk and i had to ask for the number or the guys would of been upset and i couldn't do that. Well she didn't give it to me,she was 26 with two kids and had a man and said she couldn't do that to him. So in all for some reason i feel like i am missing something from the night. Man she made it seem like she was into me..
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[24 Oct 2004|06:09pm] |
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There are a lot of movies i've been putting off that i want to see and it sucks. Other than that,yesterday i went to delaware park race track. they had a handicapping tournment. Handicapping is a word they call people who can pick horses out to win the race all the time. So i had a good start right off the bat. I didn't know about the tv they show that has the list of names of the people who were winning and how much they were up. so the entire time i was betting trying to make more instead of pacing myself cause i thought i was out of it. Well i wasn't. I came back almost near the end of the day. I was in 10th place. I got shut out on a bet that won,which hurt. And then my next bet my horse did nothing. I figured i came there for a reason to win. To win 1st prize which was 1,000 dollars plus your winnings. So i bet all 30.00 on a horse and it did nothing. I'm just kinda mad cause if i would of known about the tv i could of paced myself and see how i should bet and whatnot.So next time will be different and i will win. Other than that,bitches can suck a nut. I hate them.
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[13 Oct 2004|02:51pm] |
So i've been watching almost every debate,unless i had plans and it was on that night. And tonight is the final showdown. Who will win? Bush. Want to know why? Cause i know. Even though me,the person who says fuck it all cause they are all corrupted and will never change anything for the better,has been watching it and will tonight.
What else.......
Hell i don't know. How's everyone doing?
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[07 Oct 2004|05:01pm] |
Don't remember the last time i updated or what about. So lets see,whats been happening..
I been drinking a lot lately especially last week,fun.
I watched Suicide club,fucking amazing.
I missed the unearth concert,i'm a pissed off dude.
Hanging with friends is always great,never a bad time.
No one told me about the divining show i read about,damnit.
My brother in law told me about this basketball league who needs coaches. So yea,i'm gonna coach along with Bri. Hopefully it works out,will be fun messing around with little kids all day. Well i don't know how old,hopefully we coach from like at least 12-15 so we can mess around too in practice and shit.
So yea,nothing much has been going on. Same old shit,different day.
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| Shut up and swallow my pride for me |
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Worked draggggggged really bad today. I was hanging wallpaper and that just makes the day drag. Anyways the entire time i had a lot of thinking to do. For the 8 hours of work i was constantly thinking about the stupid shit with my parents this weekend,joycelin,and any other shit that came to mind. Any answer i gave myself or any comment it was "whatever". It just fits everything. So yes basically i been saying whatever to myself for the entire 8 hours of work.
Weekend was great with the guys. They make my days. Almost died on I95. And believe it or not today i almost died twice. Going to my brother in laws house from work almost got hit and then going home my dad almost hit someone.
Bri let me know when you want to run the rock this week. Whatever day it is i'll come and pick you up after work and we'll go up to my house.
I've been listening to my glassjaw albums. I fucking love them and it so puts me in the best mood from the worst. As he says "you fucking whore" i believe he should add the s to whore. Cause its true.....
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i am having trouble sleeping...second day...better stop soon...i need sleep..................................
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[08 Sep 2004|05:27pm] |
I: The Basics
1) Name: *Mike*
2) Age: *20*
3) Sex: *male*
4) Birthday: *12/6/83*
5) Ethnicity: *irish,polish,filipino...*
6) Hair Color: *Brown *
7) Eye Color: *Brown*
8) Height: *5'6*
9) Weight: *180*
10) Righty or Lefty: *Righty*
II: A Little More Detail
11) Place of Birth: *Philadelphia*
12) Time of Birth: *???*
13) Family: *Huh??*
14) . of children: *None*
15) Current Grade-level: *Nah...*
16) Build: *stocky*
17) Religious Background: *...*
18) Are your parents divorced? *nope*
19) If so, how old were you? *....*
20) Where do you work? *:color classics
21) Do you play any musical instruments? *no*
22) Political Affiliation? next question..
23) Socio-economic background? *?
24) Organ donor? *nope
25) Do you have a driver?s license? *yes
26) What kind of car do you drive? *93 sunbird
27) Do you own your car? *will be
28) Do you smoke/drink? *I drink.*
III: Your Past
29) How many times have you moved? *twice
30) How many states have you lived in? *One*
31) US travels: *New Jersey, Maryland, Deleware, florida
32) World travels: *None*
33) Did you graduate high school? *yup*
34) If so, what year? *2002?
35) Where did you go to pre-school? *never*
36) Where did you go to elementary school? *sullivan[spelled right?]*
37) Where did you go to middle school? *harding
38) Where did you go to high school? *mastbaum*
39) Ever been held back a grade? *nope*
40) Ever skipped a grade? *Nah
41) Were you raised in daycare? *Nope*
IV: Have you ever?
42) Been in a fight? *Yea*
43) Done drugs? *No..*
44) Committed a crime? *yes*
45) Been arrested? *Almost*
46) Been in prison? *Nah*
47) Broken a bone? *nope*
48) Contemplated suicide? *Sometimes*
49) Had surgery? *yes*
50) Lost a tooth other than a baby tooth? *Nah*
51) Had to wear a splint? *yes
52) Almost drowned? *no
53) Been hit by a car? *Nah*
54) Been in a car accident you didn?t cause? *yes*
55) Caused a car accident? *Nah*
56) Walked into a glass door? *Yes....*
57) Fallen down the steps? *Yes*
58) Fallen *up the steps? *Yes*
59) Hit your head on a ceiling fan? *Yes*
60) Been on TV? *Yea,*
61) Been on the radio? *Nope*
62) Been in the newspaper? *Yea*
63) Won a science fair? *Nah*
64) Been fired from a job? *Nope*
65) Quit a job without leaving notice? *yes
66) Been published? *nope
67) Gotten lost in a big city? *yes.*
68) Flown first class? *Nah*
69) Ran away from home? *nope*
70) Hit an animal with your car on purpose? *no
71) Been on a roller coaster? *Yes!*
72) Driven for more than 8 straight hours? *nope*
73) Lost control of your car in the snow? *No*
V: Do you believe in?.
74) Love at first sight? *no
75) Magic? *nah*
76) God? *nope*
77) Ghosts? *nope*
78) Aliens? *Nah*
79) Yourself? *yea*
80) Others? *yea*
81) Holistic healing? *What's that??*
82) Angels? *no*
83) Demons? *no*
84) Heaven? *no*
85) Hell? *no*
86) Purgatory? *no*
87) Near-death experiences? *Yes*
88) Psychic abilities? *Eh*
89) Abortion? *yes only for some reasons
90) Affirmative action? *yes
VI: Your Love Life
91) First girlfriend/boyfriend: Kelly*
92) First kiss: *Shannon*
93) Have you ever been in love? *yes
94) First love: *Joycelin*
95) . of people you?ve dated: *-shrugs096) . of people you?ve kissed: *...::shrugs::....*
97) . of people you?ve dumped: *don't know*
98) Have you ever been heartbroken? *Yes*
99) Have you ever been a heartbreaker? *yes*
100) Have you ever been cheated on? *yes
101) Have you ever cheated on someone? *no*
102) Have you ever dated someone you didn?t even like? *no*
103) Have you ever been rejected? *always*
104) Have you ever had a ?friend with benefits?? Nope*
105) Have you ever dated someone and not told anybody? *Yes*
106) Have you ever dated someone your parents disapproved of? *Nope
107) Have you ever dated someone whose parents disapproved of you? *Yup*
108) Have you ever been engaged? *Nah*
109) Have you ever been married? *Nope*
110) Have you ever been proposed to? *No*
111) Have you ever proposed to someone? *No*
112) Longest relationship: *about 10 months
113) Shortest relationship: *a day
114) Best relationship: *Joycelin*
115) Worst relationship: *Kelly*
116) Most romantic moment: *-shrugs
VII: Have you ever dated someone?
117) For their money? *Nah*
118) For their car? *Nah..*
119) For their body? *Yea*
120) Out of pity? *Nope*
121) Because you were lonely? *i dunno
122) Because of their friends? *no*
123) Because of their family? *No*
124) Because of their reputation? *No*
125) Because they were good in bed? *No*
126) To spite an ex? *no...*
127) To spite your family? *Nah*
128) To get revenge at a friend? *Nah*
129) To break their heart? *No*
130) Out of fear? *Nah*
131) Because you couldn?t say no? *Huh??*
132) Knowing it was temporary? *nope*
133) Over the internet? * yea*
VIII: Your Ideal Mate:
134) Hair color: *Brown..*
135) Eye color: *don't matter,just gotta be really nice..love eyes that i can stare into all day.
136) Skin color: *not black
137) Body type: *don't matter
138) Height: *short*
139) Education: *Out of high school*
140) Sense of humor: *Yea,most important thing*
141) Personality: *i have to like it.
142) 5 most important traits (in order of importance): *be honest,truthful,nice,funny,and fun
143) 5 things that wouldn?t matter at all: ...
IX: Your Sex Life:
144) Are you a virgin? *yup*
145) Do you believe oral sex is ?sex?? *yes
146) Ever been caught getting frisky? *no
147) Have you ever received oral sex? *no*
148) Have you ever performed oral sex? *no*
149) Have you ever done something you personally thought was disgusting? *No*
150) Have you ever had a homosexual experience? *nope
151) Have you ever been given an orgasm? *Yup*
152) Have you ever taken sexual pictures with a partner? *nope
153) Have you ever videotaped sexual activities with a partner? *.nope*
154) Have you ever regretted sexual activity immediately afterwards? *nope
155) Have you ever showered with someone of the opposite sex? *nope
156) Have you ever been sexual with someone knowing they were involved with someone else? *yea
157) Have you ever been sexual with someone while you were involved with someone else? *nope*
158) Have you ever been forced to do something against your will? *nope
159) Have you ever been worried about being pregnant/getting someone pregnant? *yes
160) Contracted an STD? *nope
X: Your favorite?
161) Movie: *se7en
162) Band: *killswitch engage
163) Song: *the element of one
164) Actress: *Don't have one*
165: Actor: *don't care
166) TV Show: *simpsons*
167) Time of day: *Night*
168) Season: *Fall*
169) Holiday: *Don't have one*
170) 5 guy friends (in no particular order): *Dave, Brian,Dave,Jarrett,Brad
171) 5 girl friends (in no particular order): *Joycelin,Kelly,Ashley,Micki,Liz*
172) Toothpaste brand: *don't matter*
173) Car model: *don't care
174) Place to go on vacation: *the shore was fun*
175) Place to go on your day off: *racetrack,poolhall,don't matter*
176) Book: *many*
177) Shirt: *-shrugs-*
178) Animal: *dogs
179) Color: black
180) Shape: *?*
181) Age to be: *21*
182) Memory: *many*
183) Artist: *?*
184) Instrument: *drums
185) Sound: *Don't have one*
186) Food: *-shrugs-*
187) Culture other than your own: *:none
188) Office supply: *these end questions are lame
189) 80?s fashion: *..
190) Pet: ?
XI: Misc. Questions (explain what and why):
and the rest got cut off cause i am now annoyed with this..
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| A lesson lived is a lesson learned.. |
[29 Aug 2004|09:50pm] |
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How bad did i need a weekend like this? Badly because i been dieing to go to the shore. Which i did, with Bri and Dave. We didn't get lost and everything worked out perfect. Got our room for the price we wanted and it was close to the board walk. I don't want to type much cause i had a good time. This could go on forever. 3 bros raped us - most action i got the entire time there. Bri sucks at basketball. I can't hit a fucking baseball anymore. How depressing is that? The sport i loved and ruled at when i was a kid. So i decided i'm joining the ccp team when i go there next year. Oh,of course i will get myself to the good old baseball player i once was. I spent a lot of money down there,but i won it back at the track sunday around 5:00. So the weekend was great. Had a fucking great time and got all my money back. Go me..?
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| The weekend.. |
[24 Aug 2004|07:56pm] |
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friday-
Did nothing friday,woot.
Sat-
My friends were out with their girlfriends so i basically spent day and night at the track besides when i caught up with my parents for dinner. Without the race track i'd wonder what i would actually do with my time when i have no one to hang with.
sun-
Best day of the weekend. The concert. Got lost on the way there,showed up 30 mins later. Missed some of with honor - didn't care for them. Champion - they were good. Terror - were great. and of course sick of it all i thought were amazing. I seen Nicole,which was nice to see. Wished i'd talk to her more,but she doesn't seem to like me much. And i seen Ashley,who i was with the entire concert. Also good to see her again.
I know we were suppose to go to the movies,but i didn't feel good. Sorry Ashley.
Upcoming concerts -
Shadows fall and Candiria
Unearth with Remembering Never, Black Dahlia Murder and Terror
Oh i will be going to those.
I've watched the following movies this week,i been depressed and basically sitting home and rotting away...
i robot- really good.
the whole ten yards- i thought it was funny,but others don't agree with me.
mystic river- didn't care for it,it was okay.
out of time- sucked.
cold creek manor- sucked.
texas chainsaw massacre[newer version] - sucked.
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| Another weekend,but it was fun. |
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Ummm..friday was fun. Didn't go out til 10 at night,but it was fun. Always fun hanging out with Bri and Dave. I laugh to much. Didn't get home til 5 in the morning and we almost decided to drive to the shore,but since it was gonna rain we decied to go two weeks from now. Who's up for it?
Sat was lame kinda. My friend Brad had two horses racing and they didn't do shit. Therefore i lost money. After that being pissed i went to a block party. Which was lame,no one was there really. I played football and hack with my nephews.
Sunday..broke..couldn't even go out with friends. I was trying to make money at the track,but that didn't go as planned.
Next week..sick of it all. And..i dunno.
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| Movie day at my house. |
[12 Aug 2004|08:35pm] |
My sister dropped off a bunch of movies for me to watch and so far here is the list and what i thought about them...
along came polly - lame,i seen ben stiller's ass. If thats the best part of a movie you know its really lame.
the punisher - truthfully,this fucking ruled.
Garfield - It was good.
house on haunted hill - had some cool scenes in it.
gothika - This was okay,but i'm not suggesting it.
Van helsing - Not to bad,i was disappointed in it. Tho the ending was unrare.
dodgeball - i was thinking this was gonna be funny as hell,but no. Maybe the reason was it wasn't a very good copy.
american wedding - It was alright.
I still have about 8 more to watch. I want to go to the shadows fall concert and the sick of it all concert,hopefully they aren't sold out.
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| another weekend.. |
[08 Aug 2004|06:38pm] |
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Weekend was okay,i'm broke after it,but it was worth it. Some of it was. Friday my friend Brad had two horses running at a racetrack. One i lost 30 on and the other i made 68. But since i bet another 30 that race i only came ahead 8. Then sat came,i went to the track. Lost 80,but then went out with the boys. Which completely changed my day. I don't think there are 3 people in the world that can make each another laugh as much as we do. Its non stop fun and laugher. We went to the movies and seen that white castle movie which was funny. Then we shot pool and we seen Ruth Ann. Sunday i lost more money at the track,i was doing really good til these last two weeks. -shrugs- thats the way it happens.
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| Bored so i'll write whats on my mind.. |
[04 Aug 2004|09:10pm] |
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Recently my friend Dave posted about not seeing his friends as much as he should. Which made me start to think about friendship. Well i've thought about this before,but since it was mentioned i'll add to it. I've had many upsets in life when it comes to friends. Mainly 2 people. We all know one cause he's in the biggest fag in our eyes,well mine anyways. Bill of course is who i'm talking about and the other disappointment is Mike. Who robbed my dad of 600.00 when we were chilling in my house.
Now the friends i have now i don't hang out with enough,which is really disappointing,but is it the best thing? Considering the people i did hang out with a lot,look what happened. And the friends i don't hang out with much,well they are actually true friends. I don't know if thats a good thing or not, maybe not hanging out with someone as often is a good thing. The people i did hang out with were a waste of my fucking time.
anyways,where am i going with this? Not a fucking clue,i was just bored and wanted to write what is on my mind. And of course, this wasn't fully thought through or i would of finished this with a good reason for writing it.
Highlight - flyers signed gagne for more years.
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[03 Aug 2004|06:44pm] |
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i wanna see the new matt damon movie or the white castle thing. Who's with me? Come on damnit.
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[02 Aug 2004|04:31pm] |
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Weekend was boring. I lost money. No one to hang out with cause i have no car,but i think i'm getting one soon if everything works out. Ummm...phillies blow baseballs. Thats it
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[24 Jul 2004|09:05pm] |
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Yea yea yea, i always said i would never get a cell phone,but i recently did. For more than one reason,but one main reason was if i ever broke down. A little to late cause i already broke down and didn't have a cell phone. Anyways, want the number? 267-984-2925. Getting this reminded me that i really haven't spoken or hung out with many people. One person was Alex,who i don't see on the computer. Whats his new screen name and his number? Other people i would love to hang out with,but things seem to work differently. If i don't know your number,give it to me. And if anyone wants to hang out call me.
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[15 Jul 2004|07:36pm] |
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my car is dead,i have no life now. Not like anyone will care,only two of you will actually care because you are the only two that i could actually hang out with again when i had a car. but anyways,it sucks. i didn't even get the summer out of it. now i'm on the look out for something sweet.
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| a fucked up day |
[23 May 2004|01:48am] |
lets see...
in the morning i was driving and my needle drop down to E and i was driving on the blvd. That wasn't good.
Got gas,the first one i went to stop working and kept fucking with me. Went to a different pump and got some gas.
Went to the track,horrible day. Lost money,woo.
Went to my brothers house to watch the game. Was waiting for Bri so i played hack. During it a lady backed up and hit me on the side. She looked at me like it was my fault,stupid whore.
The flyers lost.
Went to Rachel's party,seen everyone. That was cool. Off to another party with Alex and Ashley. Didn't know anyone,go figure. It didn't bother me though,wish i could of drunk,but they ran out of beer.
Dropped Ashley and Alex off,driving home a drunk guy in a pick up truck blew his red light,didn't have any headlights on so i didn't see him and he almost hit me.
So how was your day? Mine sucked.
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[[Music Preferences]]
Favorite genre::: Old rock,metal,hardcore..i can't pick
Favorite band out of that genre::: AC/DC,shadows fall,killswitch engage
Least favorite genre::: rap.
Most hated band::: Dave Matthews Band
Favorite song of all time:: Umm..?
Least favorite song of all time::: to many.
[[Do you like..(relating to music) ]]
Your mom's music?::: yea i like oldies.
Your dad's music?::: once again,oldies so yes,but he watches sister act non stop and sings and i'm not down with that shit.
Your grandparents' music?::: i don't know.
Dancing to music?::: Yea i do sometimes
Singing to music?::: Of course.
Writing music?::: Some.
Playing music?(instrument wise)::: Nope.
[[Musical Letters]]
:The first thing musically that comes to mind that begins with the letter:
A::: AC/DC
B::: blood has been shed
C::: children of bodom
D::: divining
E::: everytime i die
F::: from autumn to ashes
G::: glassjaw
H::: hatebreed
I::: in flames
J::: jack off jill
K::: Killswitch engage
L::: Lamb of god
M::: morbid angel
N::: nora
O::: Opeth
P::: pantera
Q::: queen
R::: red hot chilli peppers
S::: shadows fall
T::: The rolling stones
U::: unearth
V::: the vandals
W::: white zombiet
X::: ??
Y::: ???
Z::: Zao
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